Archive for April, 2011
Wow Have Soothed My Wounds,But Eventually Leave.
Your years in the pale,
Give me a trace of happiness.
After all, life is life
I finally have to leave.
Goodbye, dear friend.
Once Heard people say time is the best medicine to cure wounds, it is not agree, then I will be in pain the passage of time dispersion.
Was convinced that he is by no means an ordinary person, but no different from ordinary people and, at least for now.
Who believe that efforts will be fruitful, the results remained at harvest time and again the door.
As was once believed that there must be true love, now is not the letter frankly, a lot of ideas have been used to the fact or their negation. Truth does not change and it is my own, is grown up? Or is mature. Not a bad thing, it may not do any good.
And many others, the threshold into the university, I have summoned the courage to pursue a long time crush girls. So they and some of them collapsed, like a coating to fail. I thought I would, and many others quickly through the pain of lost love, but no, I Yuxiang calm down, the more you feel that life is meaningless. “Even the dead can not change my way forward.” Girl’s voice often sounded, I did not expect the kind of friends do not, not even the most simple greetings have lost the opportunity.
The most lonely and helpless in my time, WOW there. I do not have the slightest depression, build number, leveling. Remember that the open side WOW, while listening to endless repetition – the loneliness singing, playing time is the human FS, white one, to learn the skills of the school do not know when, playing the blame than their lower level will be dead, But the feeling does not matter, dead bodies ran, then died, pitted. Or 14 to play for a long time. Do not despise me, ah, hehe. This time of my life with little hope, the girl and his boyfriend broke up with me, “schadenfreude”, after all, love is a selfish thing. I was ready to swoop in, another friend has heard the news of my despair. She has a new boyfriend, and the relationship between the previous and I am pretty good students. Heard the news, I’m shocked, shocked staring at the screen, move the mouse does not know.
I think I’m completely addicted to the game from really, because in World of Warcraft, I temporarily forget the reality of pain, more time in WOW, in reality, the less time, less time to think, less painful. I am a rural student, living force, even without adequate network costs, so do not eat only one meal a day, the remaining money will go to Internet cafes. I always feel physical pain than mental pain feel better. No money to buy cards, account will apply over and over again, play for free time. However, WOW’s charm goes far beyond that, I finally saved from the hardships of life to buy a point card. Thief was feeling more fun, easier to make money is said, so they have to play it down.
WOW goes on, life goes misery continued.
For the first time by doing Hippogryph, the first time for the ship, the first PK, for the first time riding a tiger,
For the first time under FB, each for the first time I have brought joy.
Life by as usual, still a daily morning reading, classes, night classes, but I slowly learned the “brave,” What lessons does this mean? Better to learn what does it mean? I often ask myself, and then answered their own strong, all no meaning.
WOW, life is “colorful”, I did a winter vacation home New Year, and strive to upgrade to a 60 to brush daily brush FB equipment. I do not want to go home, but also the courage to go home, so that 50-year-old busy all day to see my parents, the situation now, or let me see them I hope is a how. . . . .
I can not imagine a future life, has decided not to think, I’m not a person under a duty not paid, but not everyone can not get over the feeling.
I began to attend Association, met a lot of good friends. Although later disbanded, but the initial feeling is still the most intimate friends. I remember after 10 + plays off the old group has finally defeated the MC 1, I burst into tears on the fold, said the feeling of the body, they said I was “woman”, I did not argue, really want to cry.
I do not really pursue and equipment, but love Daguai, presumably to fight money, but never bored. Playing the night is still something more to say. That are 3 months in 60 of the body most of the equipment or blue.
If you betray life, life will be initiated by the merciless revenge, my grades getting worse, remember the worst time absent eight grades 4, 2 door failed, although I have a little heart began to regret it, but still persist in their “whatever.” Results mailed to the home later, my father face to face reading my results.
I have his head covered, not daring to look at his face on the old expression, but I can not get rid of emotional trauma, I only indulge in other things through in order to reduce the ravages of spirit. So I still do.
But I believe that maybe one day I will be out of the shadow of my heart toward my dream, I believe the world is still beautiful.
Face of Azeroth is always so beautiful sunset, Troll Valley, water boat, what are static, the sky’s birds, swimming fish, dancing trolls are still familiar with the dance steps in groups, The only difference is I am the only one here, ignoring all sit and wait for sunset to come.
Face, the sunset outside the window is always so beautiful, aimless wandering, heart burning. . . Fortunately, today’s rain, the face of rain, pass pedestrians, even I do not know that in the end the rain or tears.
All roads in that message like a cold one bloodthirsty demons, greed sucking my blood, chewing on my heart, maybe I really do not know love, maybe I should simply like to love.
Removed the last Christmas gift, look at the children’s laughter in my heart a pain, do this with God’s gift to me? Let me bring in the joy of the holiday this without you?
I asked you, if I disappear you’ll miss me
Why not let me off and you have to leave early? Really just because I offended your friend? Really just because I do not around it? I abandoned all the advice, good girls do, I do not believe me she will be nice to her. . . But I can only believe that you would be so strong, I had been important in your heart, even indispensable, may not be it, I can only console myself.
In fact, you never liked me, but I was too heart fills you only touched by me, so now I can not angry with you, I want to hate you, but the words to the mouth became: would like to you, love you. What I’m really not strong enough? Perhaps, when I feel determined to finish this submission, I will end with that strong voice “click it” complete collapse, this is the love of your price. I can not love a person to a very tough battle, because I have to be considered for their own families, so sad it was in here last memory of you, with you I will never forget the day. Network is a large net, in a net I lost myself. Love you, I do not regret it.
Wings of an Angel from the “hitting on” me through this most sad day to see if you want to go to UT, but I’m afraid, afraid when I saw you with another boy, you have sweet sweet Honey, I know you will not be such a person, but still make me jealous heart can not stay, jealousy is to eclipse the heart grass, swallowed my heart, swallow your last missed, we will friends? Compared to couples, friends or even that period of time is more miss me, if I am not so selfish that time, we would be better to be friends? You told me do not regret the things done, but my heart is really a pain.
Perhaps we fell in love simply wrong, but why must I pay again after all the emotions that hit me? You said I never considered our future, consider how you let me? How do you even called me to say? Tell you to leave the small place to live, you with me to a totally new environment did not come into contact with life? I can not, call me to give up my family to where you live? I do not blame you, I though you really want to go there, but how can I say to go for it? What can I keep you? Is Master of Azeroth so that gave us bread?
As a man, I will not let their women for tough times ahead, it is my responsibility, how you let me tell you how much I want to be with you? I will if I can not give you up, so I respect your decision to you, but please do not then I give you my feelings as a fantasy no real demand, and that hurt me deeply.
For you but also for myself, and I returned the school, even though I got nothin I do not think I did something wrong, but is not afraid to see friends after the abuse, the place always happen, you are merely a to promote, to some of the future may not be for my own future, I must succeed, and this is before I go tell every friend, the game can not play forever, I hope you too, hope that the relationship is really just a long distance relationship in the future you have to care for your other him, a big man loitering in the street is like a child crying, and perhaps only he can forgive himself, maybe he would not forgive myself.
Men do not light discussed. Dawn comes, the tears again hurt by the collapse, some two, wet towel, but also loss of the heart.
“Without you, I will be more jealous of myself” But what I cherish yourself? Full of gaps occupy my mind, I have the vague anterior even more dark, how can I go? How can I go? Dear friends, if you can how you go? Who can help me, I’m tired.
Have you ever asked why I organize every short message, I tell you is to look after the fun, but I’m looking for a day in addition to more sad, did not seem to get more, and today I forgive you, forgive yourself, let the tears It hurts my eyes, so fuzzy, close your eyes and ears they sounded you call my name, maybe I never loved anyone before, so never feel the heartache in that case why do you want me to love on ? Do not want to hear people explain that, because that is not who or most or even all, of this number only their heart set clear, I think I can understand that, but time has brought it with me hide and seek nothing more.
You say I do not know what love is like a person that I do not know and love were like, I can tell you, you know you love because you gave me the feeling I do love you because you agreed with me as a responsibility of men, love is the two sides, not I do not trust you, if have our close friends here, you ask yourself, if you encounter such a situation where you will not be taken into account? Will not be taken into account in the end is kind of how? You said that women hold grudges, also said to be equal, do you like me to equal it? To look at you and another his laughter, I almost crazy, but I bear down, because I believe you, so I just gave him a roof, or even if the ends of the earth I would not let him go. If you really want to blame, then I say sorry to you, loving you is my fault.
Never miss the end of Azeroth in their own, but to see you my number so hard to do on those, I do not have the heart, and I do not want you to see an empty list will upset people. To meet you is my greatest comfort, although later there may not be, but I still carry it, buried it in my heart vaginal discharge yellow earth, the grass in the spring it will issue to remember the good times it, or why do flowers smile and laugh? Edge of the word are two different worlds, I hope you remember our promise, my next life I do Girl you chase me. When you are not allowed back on to the oath, you have to take care of her life.
I think I will not be worried about you, because you need to worry about the people may no longer be me, the night has come again this evening, you will not get the message home, though this is my last wish, but also a luxury, then I do not you have to take care of themselves, are not allowed to forget to eat, I forbid you to be hungry to faint, go out remember to bring gloves, really find it cool to buy Hand Warmer , bath to dry the body, especially the hair, or you’ll catch cold. Up in the morning to eat, preferably hot, if the family does not go out to buy a bun and milk or something, eat a lot of cool Shang Wei, noon must be fed, not allowed to say up late and eat breakfast together in the evening that Gordon is, but do not eat too much meat and eggs, you do not like sports, those are not easy to digest food, and at night and sleep the next day will be uncomfortable. Go to Internet cafes to bring their own cups, when it, do not use there, no matter how things do not pay attention to Internet cafes very clean. Do not be stronger, and learning go study or pay attention to rest, the pictures of Hello pale, looking at people worried. Like I said too much, the rest is left to the next him, and I believe he can do, because you’re worth it girl.
After Do not willful, even if their other half, so it hurt, maybe other people will not say anything, really love someone and have nothing to blame, even if the shortcomings in the eyes but also as a mischievous children look at the.
Really want to get you soon my dear, found themselves in front of you like a shell of the egg is stripped, what is so straightforward, with no hidden. Today, as if aware of what his family, but I have done very well, I believe they will be deemed to be too nervous, I think this is something you must do more than I do, do not let people you love you fear. Early return to play after the Internet to play back, and I believe that even if family members do not see your home look like and do not get used too late, see you real peace of mind they would not go home to sleep.
The total time together as long as that does not speak each other’s presence felt, will be very happy, really separated and many will find yourself if you have not finished, do not know the men and women in love is not all guilty of this fault If it is not the bar soon, so if one day you will really like me, except to vent here, then she has not (his) ear Let’s talk about, and more talk about you, do not let silly things occupy your time together.
Looking at pairs of men and women on the street is still trivial quarrel, do not love is not enough tolerance that all? Some things she and I envy you, and cherish time with it, will make you a little more inclusive than the better.
The end of pen, as if still a beginning, wanted to say that only with you a lifetime to finish, not so much time since I had to end here, none of us Yes, Blame the remote Love it, seems no good reason to comfort himself, let time heal the pain of heart, maybe I will be more of a friend, the wine, I think I should try and make friends with it, I think it will help me forget you , like you and read you
Been thinking nice if people can no heart, if all unhappy can be pressured in the heart, I’d rather replace it, because at the moment it does not belong to me, I intend to give up all the time going to do for the future It made me come here again, and wrote this sad diary.
Love Began to Spread at Moment
In the beautiful poem of Azeroth
Critical first seconds to see you
Love the mood began to ferment
Write to you carefully
Happiness began to draw circles of the mind
M I was the first time I think it is the role of hacking
Got me the first time I was forced to help victims of typhoon sword Henjiao Se
The first time in 59 break to take me evil MC
In recognition of the first 3 days I was forced to send Valentine’s Day gift
For the first time has not yet begun to be sent to a white wedding
Not happy when the first ring actually sent
The first took me to the most beautiful place WOW Caverns of Time
Too many for the first time, all you gave me, you know how happy I Mody
Leadership of the party is that you make me mad over a person sail boat pier Auberdine lost heart Lost Sea
Love to hear you call me baby, in my ears so tender
Herbs like you to accompany me, do not take the trouble of drilling with me to find herbal flowers, fill the fields looking for the shadow of our happiness.
Take me fishing like you look carefully, in fact, two individuals did not concentrate, my camera is not facing the lake, but you
Like you are always patient with me to every speckled with Luchi corner of happiness, all the way are filled with my love for you
Waiting for me like every time you look silly, so seriously, so cute, so fly you and let you suffer so
Like you a step back, afraid that I lost the way with a time jumping, that they will catch me in the following bodies do not know you will not feel bad
Shaguai like you do not fear the figure, I hide behind you can be very insecure, have you, what the monster will not be afraid
Shen loneliness like the night, we belong to our two people hiding in iron cottage, a happy whisper, sweet dreams began to spread from here. . .
Like you. . . . . . All your
Hand in hand with the stars of the night, walking endlessly End of the World
I remember the first time I do not happy, do you send my ring
“Believe me, she will understand”
Really like, “Yes, I will know your heart”
The second unhappy fate has come from, we did not speak
I am a man took me to fly you to the Hinterlands, the sea cliff
“I love you”
“You know, crazy”
I’ve spoken my mind to the sky for a long time words put
Look at you off the assembly line until the name disappeared in an instant my eyes
My heart fell scars split open sea
No matter what the future
I think everything should not stop us now
I have chosen not marginal snow Azeroth gentle moonlight prairie
I cherish is that you
The whole world to stop turning my heart will not stop thinking of you
Love you in my wow